:(

what about me?
you couldn't care less.

what the heck is wrong with me?
everything's so wrong with me.

why should i bother?
when you think my existence is such a nuisance.

in the end?
why do you always have to come back to me.

when in the first place,
you don't even care....

you could jolly well abandon me.. or just leave me alone..

i think i'm hearing too many voices in my head. i'm sick. and mentally ill. i'm malfunctioning. i'm drowning in my own tears 'cause no one saved them for me. i'm hopeless. i'm so fucking emotionally unstable. and i'm still talking to myself. i need to sleep. i can't sleep. because i think. and when i think. i don't get my sleep. so sick and tired. fucked up week. God bless Olivia, please.....

period.